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AT THE CROSSROADS: CHUCK LEAH'S "COYOTE" TURNS A BRUSH WITH DEATH INTO A HAUNTING MEDITATION ON SURVIVAL

  • Writer: Jonathan Widran
    Jonathan Widran
  • 19 hours ago
  • 9 min read

Chuck Leah’s “Coyote” begins at the crossroads—literally, metaphorically and somewhere deep in the unsettled territory between life and death. Years before the song was written, the Texas-born Americana storyteller, multi-instrumentalist and paleontologist made a dedicated midnight pilgrimage to the Mississippi crossroads associated with Robert Johnson, where he encountered a solitary coyote that seemed to materialize out of the darkness and stare directly into his soul.


Decades later, while fighting for his life in a Houston hospital after a seemingly insignificant stubbed toe led to a devastating MRSA infection and sepsis, that coyote returned to him. Weak, heavily medicated and unsure whether he would survive, Leah began writing “Coyote” in his head. Much of the blues and gospel driven song—and eventually the upcoming album A Necessary Evil built around it—arrived before he was physically capable of picking up a guitar.


Written by Leah, produced by the singer/songwriter with Grammy winning producer Larry Campbell and mixed by seven-time Grammy Award® winner Brian Vibberts, the dark, sinuous tune is as ominous and unsettled as the circumstances that summoned it. Footstomps, handclaps, guttural vocalizations and deep percussion establish an almost ritualistic foundation before mandolin, swampy guitar and Leah’s trademark gravel-edged voice enter the picture. Gospel harmonies hover around him like a second consciousness, while Hammond B3, electric guitar and those primal vocal textures continually shift the song between earthly blues, spiritual confrontation and something harder to explain. Leah prefers leaving such mysteries open to interpretation. Yet “Coyote” carries the unmistakable weight of an experience he himself still cannot completely explain.


The chain of events that led to this powerful musical moment sounds almost impossibly mundane. In Hollywood to do what he jokingly calls “Grammy politicking,” Leah accidentally stubbed his toe against a bedframe, producing nothing more than a small drop of blood. The same day, he missed a step at a recording studio in Los Angeles and badly injured his knee. Neither incident seemed particularly alarming. A week later, after returning home from Los Angeles, he ate fish and chips, greeted his dog and opened the back door, only to begin vomiting violently.


While his temperature fluctuated wildly, Leah’s body was quickly shutting down, and he assumed he had suffered some kind of food poisoning. The toe injury barely registered in his mind and certainly didn’t seem worthy of mentioning to a doctor. Fortunately, his friend David Temple arrived at the house after Leah failed to show up for dinner and insisted on taking him to the hospital, where doctors discovered MRSA and sepsis. What followed was a harrowing 57-day hospitalization, multiple surgeries and a prolonged rehabilitation that continued long after he finally returned home.


“The infection kept coming back,” Leah recalls. “They thought they had cleaned it up and then it would return with a vengeance. It was the fourth or fifth surgery when a nurse asked me what happened to my toe. She sent a picture to the doctor, and they finally figured out where the infection was coming from. The bone in my toe was infected. They eventually amputated the toe, and I had 70 stitches in my knee from the other injury. I still use a cane, and I’m going to be tied to medication for the rest of my life. But the strange thing is, I wasn’t really afraid of dying. I’ve had a pretty good run. I’ve done what I wanted to do in my life. I think what bothered me was that I didn’t want to die from stubbing my toe.”



That last sentence carries the peculiar mixture of humor, resignation and hard-earned perspective that permeates Leah’s music. His voice has always sounded as though it has lived through several more lifetimes than the calendar would suggest, but on “Coyote” that rough-hewn quality becomes something deeper. It is the sound of a man confronting the possibility that the story might simply stop. Yet even while Leah was physically weakened to the point where he could barely function, something inside him remained stubbornly alive: the songwriter.


The seeds of “Coyote” had actually been planted years earlier, when Leah became fascinated with Robert Johnson after encountering the legendary bluesman’s surreal life story through old music magazines. Leah doesn’t believe in a literal Devil, but he has always been fascinated by mythology and the way cultures create stories around mystery, adversity and the unknown. Carrying his guitar, he eventually traveled to and spent time late at night at the intersection of U.S. Highways 61 and 49 in Clarksdale, MS. During one visit, he experienced something so strange that decades later he still doesn’t pretend to understand it.


“I was playing guitar at the crossroads at midnight,” he says. “I had been there about 40 minutes, and when I got up, there was a coyote about ten feet away from me. It had this menacing look and was swinging its head from left to right like a pendulum. I was hyper-focused on its eyes. It didn’t move. It just stood there. and those a few seconds seemed like a long time. Then, out of nowhere, a truck whizzed past me. I flinched when it went by, and when I looked back, the coyote was gone. Years later, I wondered if maybe the morphine had something to do with what I experienced in the hospital, because I saw that same coyote there. I even heard coyotes yapping around my door. It was incredibly realistic.”



Perhaps the most pivotal part of the experience is how the song actually came together. During the early stages of his hospitalization, Leah was so weak that he couldn’t play guitar or piano, couldn’t walk and could barely do anything more than write fragments on scraps of paper. Yet the music kept arriving. Within a week or two, much of what would become A Necessary Evil had taken shape in his head. “Coyote” was essentially complete before he was physically capable of putting his hands on an instrument again.


“I wrote the song in my head,” he explains. “I could only do it in sections because I was so weak. Within a week or two I had basically written the whole album in my head. When I got home, it was a much longer process because I was in a wheelchair and couldn’t walk or play piano or guitar. I made a couple of videos of myself trying to hold a guitar and play basic chords and sent them to Larry Campbell. I got out of the hospital around Thanksgiving, started walking in January, first with a walker and then a cane, and we started recording at the end of April. The music kept me going. When I first wrote these songs, I wasn’t sure I would live, let alone make another album. I became obsessed with them. They brought me hope.”


That sense of optimism exists in fascinating tension with the fatalism running through “Coyote.” The song opens like some ancient ritual, with booming drums, footstomps, handclaps and guttural vocalizations establishing an atmosphere that feels simultaneously tribal, gospel-inflected and ominous, with three-time Grammy winning drummer Aaron Sterling helping drive the song’s ritualistic momentum. A plucky mandolin and swampy guitar gradually emerge from the shadows as Leah’s voice enters, telling the story of a coyote pulling him “from my light, into the darkest part of the night.” The background voices function almost as characters themselves, shifting from raw, wordless utterances into gospel harmonies as the song moves deeper into its psychological landscape.


Leah describes those voices as representing a struggle between opposing forces. “It was like a chain gang going on,” he says. “The gospel quartet was good versus evil fighting over me. When the organ kicks in, that’s when I die. It gets dark and wicked and explodes. It’s supposed to be the end. It looks like I’m out of time. All of that came to me together when I saw the coyote in my room. That’s when the ‘woah, woah, woah’ came in with the gospel quartet. It’s almost tribal gospel. I wanted the atmosphere to be an important part of the story, putting you in a place where you feel like you’re at the crossroads begging for your life.”


The layered production heightens that sense of impending doom without sacrificing beauty. Leah’s weathered lead vocal sits against the higher shimmer of mandolin and the low-slung weight of guitar, while the gospel harmonies provide an almost seductive counterpoint to lyrics about hellhounds, shadows and running out of time. A soulful guitar passage briefly offers a shaft of light before the song reaches its most unsettling declaration: “Jesus can’t save me now.” Coming from an avowed non-believer, the line might seem contradictory, but Leah sees it less as a statement of faith than as a moment of surrender.


“I feel like that line is me pretty much giving up at that moment,” he says. “I’m not a spiritual person, so I’m at the mercy of medicine, science and whatever happens, happens. But I want the listener to take it wherever it goes for them. I leave all my music open to interpretation. I don’t want to say it’s definitely about this or that.”


That refusal to prescribe a single meaning becomes especially fascinating in “Coyote,” where the circumstances surrounding its creation inevitably add another thematic texture to the song. The song may contemplate death, but the man who wrote it survived. Leah connects that experience to something larger than himself. He remembers that his father lost a leg when he was a child and recovered from what seemed like an overwhelming medical crisis. “Our bodies are pretty magnificent,” he says. “It’s incredible how resilient they can be. It just shows the resilience of the human spirit and the body. And I owe all of that to the amazing staff at Methodist Woodlands Hospital in Houston.”



The final section of “Coyote” turns that tension into a full-blown musical exorcism. Just when the listener thinks the song has reached its conclusion, voices return with “Woman, don’t lead me down,” followed by a raging electric guitar, a roaring Hammond B3 from Eric Finland and a male chorus that transforms the earlier dread into something approaching defiance. Leah’s band gets its moment to explode, and the climax feels less like surrender than a shared refusal to stay down.


“I really wanted my incredible band to be showcased,” Leah says. “A lot of my music is heavily orchestrated and doesn’t always give them the opportunity to shine. I wanted that huge climax at the end, and they did that. Those guys were just phenomenal. The original thought was that the organ would be so wicked, like I’m going to hell, but there’s also a toughness in the climax. It’s saying, ‘we can do this and get through it.’”


That same spirit extends into the recording itself. Leah and longtime collaborator Larry Campbell worked together previously, but A Necessary Evil marks the first time Campbell has produced one of Leah’s albums. Campbell repeatedly returned to Leah’s original demos, encouraging him to stay close to the primitive recordings he had made at home on an eight-track tape machine using vintage RCA equipment. The finished album was recorded live with the musicians playing together rather than being assembled through layers of technological correction. There are no click tracks, Auto-Tune or digital editing designed to erase the imperfections of human performance.


Leah’s insistence on that organic approach is more than an aesthetic preference. After an experience that stripped him of virtually every illusion of control, he wanted the record to reflect the same vulnerability. “I want the whole record to be made by artists, true artists, not affected by AI or anything else,” he says. “Some may think that’s limiting, but it’s not when you have true artists. Everybody on here I trust sincerely. That’s important to me, whatever you do.”


The video for “Coyote” reinforces the song’s mythology without attempting to explain it. Leah appears alone in Southern landscapes, wearing his cowboy hat and glasses, his long white beard framing the character-lined face that has become part of his musical persona. He plays guitar on porches, near cabins and among graveyards filled with crosses. The coyote appears intermittently, prowling through the imagery before the final silhouette emerges against an orange-yellow moon. There is no performance footage of the band. The visual remains centered on Leah because, ultimately, this is his encounter, his illness, his mythology and his survival.



And perhaps that is what makes “Coyote” such a compelling doorway into A Necessary Evil. The song begins at a crossroads, where Robert Johnson’s legend and Leah’s own strange encounter with a coyote intersect. It passes through a hospital room where the songwriter wasn’t certain he would survive, then emerges on the other side carried by the very thing that had sustained him when his body could do almost nothing: music. The coyote may represent death, fate, mystery, warning or simply an inexplicable experience that Leah has chosen not to explain away.


What Leah does know is that time is fleeting, and that waiting for some imagined tomorrow can become its own kind of surrender. “I hope people understand this record and potentially people could be listening to it way into the future,” he says. “I hope it brings a unique perspective to people who are troubled or ill or going through a rough time, and shows that if I could go through it, anyone can. There’s nothing special about me. I just think everyone should take advantage of the time they have. If you live your life saying, next year I’m going to do this, or next year I’m going to do that, you have to make things happen. It can be taken away any second. Life is fragile. Take advantage of it.”


And somewhere in that final thought, the coyote seems to change shape once again. What initially appears to be a creature leading Leah toward the unknown becomes something closer to a reminder: that the crossroads are real, that none of us knows how much road remains, and that survival is not merely about escaping death. Sometimes it is about returning from its edge with the courage to keep making something meaningful.

 

 
 
 

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